Girls Talk: The Stupidest Move For Love
I do have my share of stupidity when it comes to love. Among those stupid moves I did, I got two that I think are stupidest. Let me enumerate.
The first stupidest move I did for love I think was sending a love letter. I was fourth year high school student then when I fell so deeply to one of my classmates. I didn't know if that was really love I felt. All I knew is that I kept thinking of him and that I cried everytime I saw him with our other female classmates. I am not the type who flirt or who obviously show my feelings. I just got no nerve to do that. I wanted so much to tell him I felt something for him but I want it privately. So what I did was sent him a love letter. I called him "my Bobby Andrew (my favorite actor back then)". So I wrote in the letter...To: Bobby Andrew and then blah blah with a closing - your secret admirer. I found it stupid because until now he doesn't know who his secret admirer was.
The second stupidest move I did was with hubby. Three days after we personally met he took me to Boracay. It was my first time there. I was 19 then. While at Bora, we already had these little fights over our exes. I cleared up with my ex already so the problem was him. I even read a text message on his phone from his ex-gf saying she'll be arriving to Bora a day after (he erased the sent messages so I got no clue of his reply). Reading that text message from his ex, I already had an idea that he's still had a thing towards her. Even I knew that there's a problem between us, I swallowed my pride and pretended we were ok. Well, it was stupid of me right? I loved him. I was more stupid when I left, leaving them two together when the right thing I should have done was to fight for us, for our love.